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Saturday, April 5, 2008

pretending like not missing him

today, i went to ofis like usual. there were only me, wan and my boss today. fiqah is on leave until tomorrow. pn intan got TG class and have coaching exam tomorrow. anyway, wish her the best for her exam. moga dapat lesen TG tu.

hurmm .. today, nothing much work to settle. just bank in the payment to lang sari resort for our guest on coming 12/4. then, call miss liza to inform them bout the payment, done some double check on all the voucher n performa. huhuuu n berjimba!!! today is half day only lah.

2pm, went for driving class and return home at 5pm. dah mcm full day work lah pulak. never mind. sesekali ape la salahnya. its good cos i still got time to spend with my family. its been a while i doesnt have enough time for my family. miss them so so much even we met everyday. yela jumpe pun masa nak gi keje n balik keje je. malam dah buat hal masing2 dah. so, today is the time.

and now, still dont know what to do tonight. maybe doing little bit on my report cos the dateline is around the corner. but yet i still didnt buy ticket to mkz. reali dont have mood to go to the ticket counter. as well doesnt have mood also to go to mkz. y ah? i think one of the reason is im happy with my life n my work now. by the way, i love my job very much. i love to be one of the tourism people. this is my dream since i took this course n luckily i succeed it even i do not get my diploma yet.

before, i also got a dream to find my soulmate who work in tourism field tapi takde la sampai tak pandang orang lain langsung. just a dream yang tak pasti akan dapat atau tak masa tu. but who guess, finally i found him n he open up my heart. dengan sikap nye yang bersahaja tu telah membuatkan aku jatuh hati.. huhuh .. cinta itu memang tak kenal sesiapa. and of cos i shocked when i know that he interested in knowing me more. orang yang dah memang berkecimpung lama dalam bidang ni tetiba je approach me. hah? i dont believe this!!!

until he told me the truth. memang kalo nak di ikutkan jumpe masa trip aritu pun kitorang tak bercakap banyak pun. dia pun bz ngn tourist nye. so im just acting like the tour leader lah. konon nye lah. actuali im very2 shy when my boss left me to accommpany the group with him. kadang2 cam rase ishh my boss ni macam paham je aku nak kan dia. hahahh .. nway, tq very much boss. u make my way more easy. ;) n tq very2 much kerna without this company, tak dapatlah saya jumpe dia .. mb if i not doing my practical training here, im still alone be the LONE RANGER!!! lonely im ms lonely, ohh ho mayooo..

ok let me tell all of u the truth. i alreadi fall in love. well, he is a tourist guide. always bz with his work but its ok then. i understand his job and hope he's not lying to me. he said that he work hard now because of me. because he wants marry me. but, do he need work hard just because to marry me? hey, im not sultan daughter lah sayang..so, y must u find lot lot n lot of money. i just want to live with u like usual person, ordinary person. im worried of u. working all the time and doesnt got enough rest for urself, n for sure didnt have enough time for me. huhuh sayangku ...

and for u qirrann, tq very much because give me place in your heart. cos give me the love feeling. give me perasaan untuk menyayangi n disayangi. takkan ku persiakan cinta mu ini. kerna di lubuk hati ini hanya terukir nama mu seorang.

biarpun berjauhan di mata, but in our heart .. kita tetap dekat. biarpun kita jarang berhubungan disebabkan kerja masing2 yang tak menentu, aku tetap sayang kamu and like i always said before, i will never let u go.... sy tetap merindui mu setiap saat dan waktu ...

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