Sunday, May 18, 2008
cant stop myself
i can feel the different now. that y also i cant stop myself from thinking of you all the day long. I woke up 3 am this morning and my mind keep on thinking on u. GOD, please show me the truth. i dont want to b cheated anymore especially with the one i love so much.
people said dont put too much love to ur love one, because if ur heart break at the end of the day, u still got a bit love to pampered ur ownself. i hope i can do that too but wat reali happen now is i alreadi give all of my love to him with the hope he will not break my heart forever.
i truly love him. I dont mind wat has he done before, i accept that. i know humans are not perfect including me. but that doesnt mean we can do the mistake all the time. We hav the ‘akal’ to think the +ve n the –ve of the action that we want to do. wat ever happen is, i really really really hope that u will not break my heart. if that happen again in my life, for sure my life will change. but we cannot force anyone to love us forever rite? Tp kenapa nak bercinta jugak kalo tak pasti akan lukakan hati orang ke tak??? Its hurt me. slowly n slowly.
aduhhh! orang cakap love is blind. yup im agree with that. but we cannot blind together with the love. we hav to guide our love all the time. love got a big power. power that are so powerful. n because of love also people are willing to do anythin wether it is good or it is bad.
LOVE, will u take a good care with my heart? plssss... i know, guys dont like too much to think about the simple2 thing like the woman think. so i try not to tell u bout this. let me keep it myself. other reason i did not tell u bout this also is because i dont want u feel stress with all these thing. i know u r busy. always went back from work late in the nite, working for all the day, going here n there, alreadi stresss with ur tourists. i dont want to add ur stress anymore. let me keep it myself. let me stress alone.
the important is i dont want to see my love got headache because of our relationship. I dont want our relation membebankan hidup u sayang. what i want is u always smiling with our relation.
btw, my lovely one bro, abg nuar alreadi got new girlfriend. Even he’s not admit it, but i know he start showing interest with that girl. suprised is that girl also from kedah. i hope abg nuar will get his true love this time. i dont want to see he sad anymore. i know its hurt. sangat sangat menyakitkan! Hey, pls take care my bro heart this time. if not, u will get what u deserve!!! hahaa
abg nuar alreadi got his love. kakzi also got it. soon, ila also. me also got it now but seems we r far, im very very worried. if i dont think about the money, of cos i will go n meet him every week. Tapi nnt nak gune banyak duit. ila tak dapat loan. so sedikit sebanyak of cos i need to help my youngest sis. i love my familly very much.
want to get some rest now... cos im start crying now.. qirran, ina betul2 sygkan abg n i realli hope yg abg takkan luka kan hati ina. dah terlalu teruk hati ini luka dulu. n i dont want it happens again. i dont want! cos this time... ina betul2 jujur n setia pd abg. cinta yg abg berikan dah buat my life berubah sepenuhnye.
people said dont put too much love to ur love one, because if ur heart break at the end of the day, u still got a bit love to pampered ur ownself. i hope i can do that too but wat reali happen now is i alreadi give all of my love to him with the hope he will not break my heart forever.
i truly love him. I dont mind wat has he done before, i accept that. i know humans are not perfect including me. but that doesnt mean we can do the mistake all the time. We hav the ‘akal’ to think the +ve n the –ve of the action that we want to do. wat ever happen is, i really really really hope that u will not break my heart. if that happen again in my life, for sure my life will change. but we cannot force anyone to love us forever rite? Tp kenapa nak bercinta jugak kalo tak pasti akan lukakan hati orang ke tak??? Its hurt me. slowly n slowly.
aduhhh! orang cakap love is blind. yup im agree with that. but we cannot blind together with the love. we hav to guide our love all the time. love got a big power. power that are so powerful. n because of love also people are willing to do anythin wether it is good or it is bad.
LOVE, will u take a good care with my heart? plssss... i know, guys dont like too much to think about the simple2 thing like the woman think. so i try not to tell u bout this. let me keep it myself. other reason i did not tell u bout this also is because i dont want u feel stress with all these thing. i know u r busy. always went back from work late in the nite, working for all the day, going here n there, alreadi stresss with ur tourists. i dont want to add ur stress anymore. let me keep it myself. let me stress alone.
the important is i dont want to see my love got headache because of our relationship. I dont want our relation membebankan hidup u sayang. what i want is u always smiling with our relation.
btw, my lovely one bro, abg nuar alreadi got new girlfriend. Even he’s not admit it, but i know he start showing interest with that girl. suprised is that girl also from kedah. i hope abg nuar will get his true love this time. i dont want to see he sad anymore. i know its hurt. sangat sangat menyakitkan! Hey, pls take care my bro heart this time. if not, u will get what u deserve!!! hahaa
abg nuar alreadi got his love. kakzi also got it. soon, ila also. me also got it now but seems we r far, im very very worried. if i dont think about the money, of cos i will go n meet him every week. Tapi nnt nak gune banyak duit. ila tak dapat loan. so sedikit sebanyak of cos i need to help my youngest sis. i love my familly very much.
want to get some rest now... cos im start crying now.. qirran, ina betul2 sygkan abg n i realli hope yg abg takkan luka kan hati ina. dah terlalu teruk hati ini luka dulu. n i dont want it happens again. i dont want! cos this time... ina betul2 jujur n setia pd abg. cinta yg abg berikan dah buat my life berubah sepenuhnye.
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